urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo ERIK ALZO ERIK ALZO 2004-01-15T01:46:16Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:17873 2004-01-15T01:46:16Z 2004-01-15T01:46:16Z Blood for Blood <b>I Am A:</b> Chaotic Good Human Paladin Fighter<br /><br><br><u>Alignment:</u><br><b>Chaotic Good</b> characters are independent types with a strong belief in the value of goodness. They have little use for governments and other forces of order, and will generally do their own things, without heed to such groups.<br /><br><br><u>Race:</u><br><b>Humans</b> are the 'average' race. They have the shortest life spans, and because of this, they tend to avoid the racial prejudices that other races are known for. They are also very curious and tend to live 'for the moment'.<br /><br><br><u>Primary Class:</u><br><b>Paladins</b> are the Holy Warriors. They have been chosen by a God/dess to be their representative on Earth, and must follow the code of that deity, or risk severe penalties. They tend towards being righteous, but not generally to excess.<br /><br><br><u>Secondary Class:</u><br><b>Fighters</b> are the warriors. They use weapons to accomplish their goals. This isn't to say that they aren't intelligent, but that they do, in fact, believe that violence is frequently the answer.<br /><br><br><u>Deity:</u><br><b>Tymora</b> is the Chaotic Good goddess of luck and good fortune. She is also known as Lady Luck, and also Tyche's fair-tressed daughter. Followers of Tymora believe in the tenent that, 'Fortune Favors the Bold,' and will throw caution to the wind and trust to luck to work things out for the best. Tymora's symbol is an unmarked silver disk.<br /><br><br>Find out <a href="http://neppyman.irulethe.net/dndwho/index.html" target="mt">What D&amp;D Character Are You?</a>, courtesy of<a href="http://www.livejournal.com/userinfo.bml?user=neppyman" target="mt"><img height="17" border="0" src="http://img.livejournal.com/userinfo.gif" align="absmiddle" width="17"></a><b><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/neppyman/" target="mt">NeppyMan</a></b> <a href="mailto:neppyman@yahoo.com">(e-mail)</a><br><br> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:17620 2003-12-16T20:07:34Z 2003-12-16T20:07:34Z Skoidats SO 6:30 this morning roll's around and I hear a scratching at my window. So I wake up pretty scared and open the window... there was standing a cute cold Nell... So I let her in. You ever hear that saying... Hurt me once your fault.... Hurt me twice my fault?? or something like that. Yeah that's how I feel I dont think I should have let her in... and let her sleep here... But I have a problem being mean to peaple I care about. Yeah If I don't get strong soon it gunna be, "hurt me three time's god I'm a fucking idiot... please shoot me." Well thats all my bitching for now... I hope all your worlds arnt so comfusing.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:17374 2003-09-26T23:18:35Z 2003-09-26T23:20:18Z Discipline Kick down there statues, this time the world,<br />We're teaming up and it's blood agianst gold.<br />We've got the spirits, we've got our lands,<br />We'll never lose, we play the winning hand!<br /><br />Get of Fenris Lupine Army!<br />Tear the wyrm apart,<br />for mother Gaia's cause!<br />Bone Gnawer Lupine Army!<br />You have the power and on the steet's<br />YOU ARE THE LAW!<br /><br />We're on the street's, every night.<br />This land is ours, we want to kill this blight!<br />Smash the wyrm. White power!<br />We raise our hands to mother gaia's banner!<br /><br />Black Furie Lupine Army!<br />Preserve the wyld,<br />for mother Gaia's cause!<br />Silent Strider Lupine Army!<br />You have the power and in the Umbra,<br />YOU ARE THE LAW!<br /><br />Uktena Lupine Army!<br />Learn there secrets,<br />for mother Gaia's cause!<br />Child of Gaia Lupine Army!<br />You have the power and at this Caern,<br />YOU ARE THE LAW!<br /><br />Hail Fenris and Hail Thunder!<br />We're seeking out every white Howler!<br />See you in battle, or in Valhalla,<br />We fight for Gaia<br />With the might of thor's Hammer!<br /><br />Shadowlord's Lupine Army!<br />We must Lead them,<br />for mother Gaia's cause!<br />Shadowlord's Lupine Army!<br />We have the power and in this world,<br />WE ARE THE LAW!<br /><br />NOT FINISHED YET.<br />I just have to go and want to save it =) urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:17110 2003-09-25T05:58:50Z 2003-09-25T05:58:50Z Dropkick Went through life never comprimising your heart of gold<br />Gave everything you had for the common goal<br />I fought for you, and you for me, an inevitable bond<br />Sought your strength from Odin and mine from god<br /><br />We agree on disagreeing but that never got in our way<br />My time will come like yours has come, but we'll never be far away<br />So go on now and show us how, as you look back and hear us say...<br /><br />Next door to heaven Boss, Valhalla is waiting for you!<br />In the glory of your ancestry, your heart was proud and true!<br />Next door to heaven Boss, Valhalla... Is waiting for you!<br /><br />As a Get, And as a Shadowlord, we were the best new friends<br />Your time has come, and mine will soon come to an end<br />Took every chance to express yourself as a warrior<br />But in the war of our sacred rights, there was a barrier<br /><br /><br />Do you see the valkyrie?<br />She will take you for eternity...<br />Do you see the Valkyrie?<br />Sent to you by the gods and she will set you free!<br /><br />Now you have taken your place amongst the nordic Kings<br />For our race you have done such wonderful things!<br />Now I'm here all alone, what will the future bring?<br />Just think of me when you hear my angel sing...<br /><br />Do you remember the fights we fought with a little violence too?<br />Do you remember the times we Thought it tortured me and you?<br />So go on now and show us how, as I look back I think of you...<br />Next door to heaven Boss, Valhalla is waiting for you!<br />In the glory of your ancestry, your heart was proud and true!<br />I salute you brother and will always honor your name<br />Until we meet agian my heart is filled with pain<br /><br />Next door to heaven Boss, Valhalla... Valhalla is waiting for you! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:16857 2003-09-25T04:56:40Z 2003-09-25T04:56:40Z So I wrote some song's for The game I'm in every other saturday!<br />I stole some line's and such from other song's and all... <br />But you know how it is... <br />These songs are NOT view's I beleave in...<br />Why am I saying this, if you know me that should be enough...<br /><br />** = Song's By Faust urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:16534 2003-09-22T18:24:40Z 2003-09-22T18:24:40Z Star's and Stripes <div align="center"><img src="http://sminds.com/big5.gif"><table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="2" bgcolor="#f0f0f0"> <tr> <td bgcolor="#f0f0f0">The Big Five Personality Test</td> </tr> </table> <table border="0" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="2" bgcolor="#d4dbd6"> <tr> <td>Extroverted</td><td>||||||||||||||||</td> <td>68%</td> </tr> <tr> <td>Introverted</td> <td>||||||||||</td> <td>32%</td> </tr> <tr> <td bgcolor="#f0f0f0">Friendly</td> <td bgcolor="#f0f0f0">||||||||||||||</td> <td bgcolor="#f0f0f0">52%</td> </tr> <tr> <td bgcolor="#f0f0f0">Aggressive</td> <td bgcolor="#f0f0f0">||||||||||||</td> <td bgcolor="#f0f0f0">48%</td> </tr> <tr> <td>Orderly</td> <td>||||||||||||||</td> <td>56%</td> </tr> <tr> <td>Disorderly</td> <td>||||||||||||</td> <td>44%</td> </tr> <tr> <td bgcolor="#f0f0f0">Relaxed</td> <td bgcolor="#f0f0f0">||||||||||</td> <td bgcolor="#f0f0f0">36%</td> </tr> <tr> <td bgcolor="#f0f0f0">Emotional</td><td bgcolor="#f0f0f0">||||||||||||||||</td><td bgcolor="#f0f0f0">64%</td> </tr> <tr> <td>Intellectual</td> <td>||||||||||||||</td> <td>52%</td> </tr> <tr> <td>Practical</td> <td>||||||||||||</td> <td>48%</td> </tr> </table> <a href="http://similarminds.com"> Take Free Big 5 Personality Test</a></div> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:16168 2003-09-18T05:46:57Z 2003-09-18T05:46:57Z Lowlife <font size="+1">You are The Cap'n!</font><br /><br><br><br /><p>Some men are born great, some achieve greatness and some slit the throats of any man that stands between them and the mantle of power. You never met a man you couldn't eviscerate. Not that mindless violence is the only avenue open to you - but why take an avenue when you have complete freeway access? You are the definitive Man of Action. You are James Bond in a blousy shirt and drawstring-fly pants. Your swash was buckled long ago and you have never been so sure of anything in your life as in your ability to bend everyone to your will. You will call anyone out and cut off their head if they show any sign of taking you on or backing down. You cannot be saddled with tedious underlings, but if one of your lieutenants shows an overly developed sense of ambition he may find more suitable accommodations in Davy Jones' locker. That is, of course, IF you notice him. You tend to be self absorbed - a weakness that may keep you from seeing enemies where they are and imagining them where they are not.<p><p><p><p><p><p></p><br /><br><br><a href="http://talklikeapirate.com/ppi.html"> <font size="-1">What's Yer Inner Pirate?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://talklikeapirate.com">The Official Talk Like A Pirate Web Site.</a> Arrrrr!</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:15876 2003-09-12T21:21:21Z 2003-09-12T21:21:21Z DI Have you ever prayed to the night sky?<br />Under one of them cold street lights?<br />Watched another stolen car drive by?<br />Loose your hope and say this is where I'll die....<br /><br />But you try to say you know me....<br />But you try to say your from my world....<br />Well have you ever gone to sleep to the sound<br />of the gun shot's, sirens, violence all alone?<br /><br />They want to break me down...<br />Hope I can hold my ground....<br /><br />Your world is M T V....<br />Spring breaks in ecstasy!!<br />You'll get your hope's...<br />And You'll get your dreams...<br />well that choice wasn't there for me!!!<br /><br />My world remain's unseen<br />Poverty, No family....<br />Broken hope's and broken dream's...<br />I fall apart on the thought's of life I lead!!!<br /><br />They want to break me down...<br />I wont back down!!<br />They try to break me down....<br />Hope I can hold my ground!!<br /><br />Five years on down the road!!<br />Two kid's and there high paying jobs!!<br />Get your check, and your collage degree!!<br />Well that choice wasn't there for me!!<br />This path on which I walk....<br />It ain't a game, and it ain't no talk!!<br />This is all I ever had!!<br />This is all they ever let me have!!!<br /><br />I have never been, Nor will I ever be!!<br />Another blind eye in society!!<br />I seen the way it work's for the people like me!!<br />I seen the way it work's for the family's!!!<br />so...<br /><br />Have you ever prayed to the night sky?<br />Under one of them cold street lights?<br />Watched another stolen car drive by?<br />Lost your hope and said this is where I'll die... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:15628 2003-09-10T21:25:52Z 2003-09-10T21:25:52Z <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/A/alphadarkstar/1052790817_innerself-Warrior.jpg" border="0" alt="The Warrior"><br>The Warrior. Seemingly cold and heartless, your<br>sword is your life. Even though there is a<br>loyalty to those you consider friends and you<br>will fight for them if truely needed, your<br>cause is your own: be it gold, honour or power.<br /><br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/alphadarkstar/quizzes/What%20is%20the%20Dominant%20Inner%20being%20within%20You%3F/"> <font size="-1">What is the Dominant Inner being within You?</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:15456 2003-09-08T01:20:02Z 2003-09-08T01:20:02Z Exploited Well I know It may seem hard at time's to see the way you do!<br />But let me tell you there's a way, to end the way they look at you!<br />So just come inside and take a Ride on my patriotic Route!<br />We'll smash and bash what make's us mad, as we ride along with you!<br />And I'll say!<br /><br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /> There runnin away with it!<br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /> A Unity and strength in it!<br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /> Were gunna be right in it!<br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /><br />You know I've sat down long enough to see the hard time's I've seen!<br />There's alot of good talk that sounds real nice, but knowone ever means!<br />There's alot of good folk strength and pride just a waitin to unite!<br />The Hard core kids! The punk Rocker's! And Skinheads got it right!<br />And I'll say!<br /><br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /> There runnin away with it!<br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /> A Unity strength in it!<br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /> Were gunna be right in it!<br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /><br />So let's go on a trip tonight and strengthin up your soul!<br />We'll gather up a few good friends, and play some rock and roll!<br />Cause now tonight we stop our fight, and unite together as one!<br />You got my back, I got your back, so one for all, and all for one!<br />And I'll say!<br /><br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /> There runnin away with it!<br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /> A Unity strength in it!<br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /> Were gunna be right in it!<br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /><br />So here's a song about Unity and that's the way it should be!<br />A few of us here on this rock know what it's like to be free!<br />The final ride we take in stride, with you means victory!<br />So hit the gas! Well kick some ass! Cause I like you and you'll like me!<br />And I'll say!<br /><br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /> There runnin away with it!<br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /> A Unity strength in it!<br />I can not wait for that fight!<br /> Were gunna be right in it!<br />I can not wait for that fight! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:15195 2003-09-06T21:46:43Z 2003-09-06T21:46:43Z Bruiser's So I've been taking a poll of keep the hair/loose the hair.... Well it was something like 89% said keep 11% said loose it.... well Thank you 11% cause it's gone for anouther 2 months it will take to grow it back out! So it will be back trust me... I liked it too, This was kind of a letting go of something I'll not mention here. But I feel good and yeah... Been very happy past week so yeah more later!!! <br /><br />Oh yeah I'm in the start of 2 new song's one mean's very much to me I may Not Post it but 1 will definatly be up. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:14809 2003-08-27T18:12:51Z 2003-08-27T18:12:51Z <form action="http://bdmonkeys.net/~chaz/battle.php" method="get"><table align="center" width="400" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="1" border="0"><tr><td bgcolor="black" align="center"><p style="color:red;font-family=&#39;times new roman&#39;;font-size:16px;"><b>What Is Your Battle Cry?</b></p></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#ffbb77" align="center"><p style="margin:10px;font-family:&#39;times new roman&#39;;font-size:16px;color:#000;"><font face="old english text mt,old english text" size="+3">R</font>unning out of the fields, attacking with a meaty axe, cometh <b>Alzo</b>! And he gives a spectacular howl:</p><p style="margin:11px;font-family:&#39;times new roman&#39;;font-size:18px;color:#000;"><b><i>"By Odin's mighty spear, I sow darkness and discord faster than the super-flu!"</i></b></p></td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="#aaaaaa"><p style="font-family:&#39;times new roman&#39;;font-size:14px;color:#000;"><b>Find out!</b><br />Enter username: <input type="text" name="username" value="Alzo"><br />Are you <input type="radio" name="sex" value="f">a girl, or <input type="radio" name="sex" value="m" checked="checked">a guy ?<br /><input type="submit" value="Submit"></p></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="black" align="center"><p style="color:red;font-family:&#39;times new roman&#39;;font-size:12px;margin:0px;"><b>created by <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/beatings/"><font color="#cc00ff" face="times new roman">beatings</font></a> </b>:<b> powered by <a href="http://www.bdmonkeys.net/"><font color="#cc00ff" face="times new roman">monkeys</font></a></p></td></tr></table></form></b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:14478 2003-08-27T18:11:11Z 2003-08-27T18:11:11Z <form action="http://bdmonkeys.net/~chaz/battle.php" method="get"><table align="center" width="400" cellpadding="4" cellspacing="1" border="0"><tr><td bgcolor="black" align="center"><p style="color:red;font-family=&#39;times new roman&#39;;font-size:16px;"><b>What Is Your Battle Cry?</b></p></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#ffbb77" align="center"><p style="margin:10px;font-family:&#39;times new roman&#39;;font-size:16px;color:#000;"><font face="old english text mt,old english text" size="+3">R</font>ampaging out of the terrain, swinging buzzsaw hand extensions, cometh <b>Erik</b>! And he gives a spectacular scream:</p><p style="margin:11px;font-family:&#39;times new roman&#39;;font-size:18px;color:#000;"><b><i>"I'm going to fuck you so thoroughly, you will polymorph into your grandmother!!!"</i></b></p></td></tr><tr><td align="center" bgcolor="#aaaaaa"><p style="font-family:&#39;times new roman&#39;;font-size:14px;color:#000;"><b>Find out!</b><br />Enter username: <input type="text" name="username" value="Erik"><br />Are you <input type="radio" name="sex" value="f">a girl, or <input type="radio" name="sex" value="m" checked="checked">a guy ?<br /><input type="submit" value="Submit"></p></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="black" align="center"><p style="color:red;font-family:&#39;times new roman&#39;;font-size:12px;margin:0px;"><b>created by <a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/beatings/"><font color="#cc00ff" face="times new roman">beatings</font></a> </b>:<b> powered by <a href="http://www.bdmonkeys.net/"><font color="#cc00ff" face="times new roman">monkeys</font></a></p></td></tr></table></form></b> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:14069 2003-08-18T18:08:05Z 2003-08-18T18:08:05Z Nordic Thunder So each day I become more nervus... Some of you know why, I have this feeling that I should start letting go of happiness now before.... never mind. I know you cant judge one person by they many before them. But it's so fucking hard. Say You put your hand in front of a dog 10 time's, and every time you need to go to the hospital because the dog bit you. Not to say every dog is going to bite you, but know you've learned to expect this bad behavior. And you must teach yourself to trust any dog again. I don't know we will see what happens, I just have a bad feeling. Back to real life, I have to get school back on track.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:13769 2003-08-17T00:42:27Z 2003-08-17T00:42:27Z Operation Ivy <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/N/novemberhorse/1047168577_zprotector.jpg" border="0" alt="HASH(0x85c7e58)"><br>Protector<br /><br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/novemberhorse/quizzes/The%20ULTIMATE%20personality%20test/"> <font size="-1">The ULTIMATE personality test</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font><br /><br />Ive Told People Before I thought My Nature Was Protector, why am I Not Surprised. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:12997 2003-08-01T19:09:04Z 2003-08-01T19:09:04Z Blood for Blood So At about 12:30 last night I noticed I hit one of my moods... I got depressed and angry all of the sudden, and I never know what to do when I get like thi. I still feel it and it will, as normal stay for a few days, I feel like I need to grab a Cosh, stap on my boots and head out for some aggro, but those days are behind me, and I no longer wish to harm people.<br /><br />I now make a new vow, one weighed in experience and proclaimed with my eyes open: I will not raise my fists except in defense: in defnse of my principles, of my life, or of others who cannot defend themselves. I will not do battle to further the causes of others, or to avenge my own injured pride. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:12609 2003-07-24T00:53:40Z 2003-07-24T00:53:40Z <img src="http://images.quizilla.com/C/CokeandCandy/1047944576_deretcmeth.jpg" border="0" alt="speed"><br>Speed.<br />Never stop,<br />always go,<br />will this drug,<br />you'll never be slow.<br /><br><br><a href="http://quizilla.com/users/CokeandCandy/quizzes/Which%20drug%20should%20you%20be%20hooked%20on%3F%20%5Bnow%20with%20pictures%5D/"> <font size="-1">Which drug should you be hooked on? [now with pictures]</font></a><br> <font size="-3">brought to you by <a href="http://quizilla.com">Quizilla</a></font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:12466 2003-07-17T18:30:04Z 2003-07-17T18:30:04Z So life is always moving... Ive been floating for 3 days now, Im tired as all hell... I cant stop thinking about her, it's great. Umm most of you folks have at least heard me talking about her, And some of you have met her, But I cant think stright right now. <br /><br /> Yeah its been awile sence I posted, just want people to know im still alive, and as of late... My girlfriend making me incredibly happy and... oh shit homework....must go do..... I'll talk to some of you tonight, and most of you friday. Yeah I have a couple song's to post... Good Days to all of you..... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:12115 2003-07-07T19:34:04Z 2003-07-07T19:34:04Z DI !!! I would just like to inform you.... all of my good friends, that there could be some people going about and stealing other people's LJ Picture's I mean I would too... if it wasint moraly wrong.<br /> I guess that is all, But look at this cute kitty, her name is Mira.... cant we save a few picture's.... donate 50 cents to help a picture a month..... (SORRY)..... *ducks and runs away* urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:11918 2003-06-26T18:49:34Z 2003-06-26T18:49:34Z Dropkick <form action="http://www.deskslave.org/silly/deathday.cgi" method="post"><table border="1" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="2" align="center"><tr><td align="left" colspan="2" bgcolor="#000000"><font color="#FFFFFF"><b>Happy Deathday!</b></font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#000000"><font color="#FFFFFF">Your name:</font></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"><font color="#000000">Alzo</font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#000000"><font color="#FFFFFF">You will die on:</font></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"><font color="#000000">Saturday, February 3, 2018</font></td></tr><tr><td bgcolor="#000000"><font color="#FFFFFF">You will die of:</font></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"><font color="#000000">Burned to Death </font></td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#000000"><font color="#FFFFFF">Username:</font></td><td bgcolor="#DDDDAA"><input type="text" name="username" value="Alzo"></td></tr> <tr><td bgcolor="#000000" align="center" colspan="2"><input type="submit" value="What&#39;s my Deathday?"></td></tr><tr><td align="center" colspan="2"><font size="-1"><a href="http://www.livejournal.com/users/quill18/">Created by <img src="http://stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif" style="vertical-align:bottom;border:0;">Quill</a></font></td></tr></table></form> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:11728 2003-06-23T19:13:04Z 2003-06-23T19:13:04Z Flogging Molly There haven been many times in my life when I have felt helpless, like now. It is perhaps the most acute pain a person can know, founded in frustration and ventless rage. The nick of a sword upon a battling soldier's arm cannot compare to the anguish a prisoner feels at the crack of a whip. Even if the whip does not strike the helpless prisoner's body, it surely cuts deeply at his soul.<br /><br /> We all are prisoners at one time or anouther in our lives, prisoners to ourselves or to the expectations of those around us. It is a burden that all people endure, that all people despise, and that few people ever learn to escape. I consider myself fortunate in this respect, for my life has traveled along a fairly straight-running path of improvment.<br /><br /> In my stubborn youth, I believed that I could stand alone, that I was strong enough to conquer my enemies with fist and with principles. Arrogance convinced me that by sheer determination, I could conquer helplessness itself. Stubborn and foolish youth, I must admit, for when I look back on those years now, I see quite clearly that rarely did I have to stand alone. Always there were friends, true and dear, lending me support even when I believed I did not want it, and even when I did not realize they were doing it.<br /><br /> These were the friends who justified my principles, who gave me the strength to continue against any foe, real or imagined. These were the companions who fought the helplessness, the rage, and frustration.<br /><br /> These were the friends who gave me my life. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:11406 2003-06-23T18:36:48Z 2003-06-23T18:36:48Z <a href="http://www.generata.net/tragedia" target="_blank" acronym="acronym"><img src="http://www.generata.net/tragedia/quizzes/angst/angst_whatever.jpg"></a><br><font face="tahoma" size="1">take the "How Angsty Are You Quiz" @ <a href="http://undeadfriday.nakigoe.net" target="_blank">undead friday</a>.</font> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:alzo:11194 2003-06-20T18:34:12Z 2003-06-20T18:34:12Z Dropkick.... Well so i went watch a good number of friends graduate last night, tons and tons of peaple there make's me wish I had graduated, could have been alot of fun. The person i was going to see, I didint run into, And I realy would have liked to talk to her. Sorry its early thought's arnt clear yet.... Anyways, I'm walking around (as daven) and I run in to this girl I realy liked in high school, a couple years earlyer, she didint know who i was at all and she started flirting with me, it was incredibly funny. But her and like 10 other people i went to high school with invited me to a barbique that was going on till 2 this morning all in all I had a great time last night also started Wing Chung last night, (god my arms hurt!!) 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Blackout! =) Well Last night I spoke to someone who was always my embodiment of spirit, and I got the inspiration to finish this...<br /><br /> Spirit. It cannot be broken and it cannot be stolen away. A victim in the throes of despair might feel otherwise, and certainly the victim's "master" would like to believe it so. But in truth, the spirit remains, sometimes buried but never fully removed.<br /><br /> How many tyrants have tried? How many rulers have sought to reduce their subjects to simple, unthinking instruments of profit and gain? They steal the loves, the religions, of their people; they seek to steal the spirit.<br /><br /> Ultimately and inevitably, they fail. This I must believe. If the flame of the spirit's candle is extinguished, there is only death, and the tyrant finds no gain in a kingdom littered with corpses. But it is a resilient thing, this flame of spirit, indomitable and ever-striving. In some, at least, it will survive, to the tyrant's demise.<br /> <br /> Spirit. In every language I have heard, in every time and every place, the word has a ring of strength and determination. It is the hero's strength, the mother's resilience, and the poor man's armor. It cannot be broken, and it cannot be stolen away.<br /> This I must believe.